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Worry

I guess it is in human nature to worry. But why? It doesn't help. It just reminds me that I am unsure about what is to come. In the near future I feel I may get something out of all my worrying though.... an ulcer.

A-Mo was attacked by some dogs next door. Two pits. Now before you go telling me about the breed and how non dangerous they are let me tell you this. I believe that dogs like children are a product of their environment and are taught advertently or inadvertently to behave a certain way. A-Mo was not bitten because the owner came out in time. But I heard those dogs barking from inside my house and even I was scared.

Moving from V-Town to P-Town brings an entire new set of issues. I have created these bonds with people that I am afraid of losing. I guess I wasn't as aware of it when I was leaving college bud now I know what distance does to people. I have lost touch with so many of my friends from school, and miss them badly. I love the people I have met and the adventures I have had. Things happen, situations change. New house. New Job. New co-workers. New Friends?

Ant the thing weighing heaviest on my heart is Bubbles. I am so worried for him. Surgery tomorrow. I know he will be fine, I have told myself again and again. How do I know for sure. It is not in my hands I guess. From the minute I found out about the tumor, all I could think of was how much I love him. I don't ever want to be without him. We don't always get along but we are family.

Without worry......

if only

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  1. We're all worried, but at least we can worry together.

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